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Fri Oct 2, 2009, 2:52 AM
  • Mood: Cheerful
  • Listening to: Darkness Eyes -- I can't change the stupid mood.
  • Reading: That thingy at the bottom.
  • Watching: ... Air. >>
  • Playing: Nothing.
  • Eating: I'm not really hungry.
  • Drinking: Water
Hey, wanna know how I'm feeling? I'll tell you;; I feel like shit. I feel like total stupid retarded not-even-worth-living shit. Why? Because.. I learned that the past repeats itself. No matter how many times and how hard you try, it repeats it self in the worst possible way to the point where they may be no repairing to the damage done.
Why do I say this? Because it's repeated itself once again. And although people can say it's not only my fault, it is. There are plenty of things I could've one to prevent this.
-- I could've not joined an after school club.
-- I could've done all my hw early instead of procrastinate.
-- I could've not joined that weekend club.
-- I could've learned how to manage my schedule better.
-- I could've went to sleep earlier to wake up earlier and not be so tired.
etc.
etc.
etc.
All in all, I could've done a lot. But did I? Nope. Not at all. Why? I guess even though I try, in the end I'm just selfish. That's my intake on it though.
In a sense, I just needed to vent. Going to sleep crying and waking up crying isn't my thing, but it will be for a while. I screwed up. Screwed up big time.. And the only option was this. It sucks but it's life..
No being together forever; that's just fairy tales.
This is real life; and reality always smacks you in the face.

P.S: If you don't know what the hell I'm talking about, don't ask. I'm not going to say. That's the way I roll. If I seem anti-social lately, it's because I'm hitting rock bottom to build myself up again. I'll get better. I'll be better. It'll take time but in that time it'll either fix or break. I can't turn back the hands of time, but I can try to do something right-- without screwing up.

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Fiiiiiine. Very bored.
You?
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overall, lazy and sleepy. D:

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